Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Addicted

Grabe!

Ano ba 'tong nangyayari sa akin?

Naadik na talaga ako sa kanya.

As in.

Ngunit hindi ito tama.

Hindi ito pwede.

Ohmaygad!

Anong gagawin ko?

Nababaliw na ako sa kanya!

Ayoko ng ganito!

Kailangan ko ng kausap.

Yung maiintindihan ung sitwasyon ko.

Ayoko talaga ng ganito!

:((

16 comments:

Anonymous said...

Woo. Nagbibinata ka na :P

You know, that's just normal. But I think you're not obssessed or addicted. You're just highly emotionally attached and fond of that person. You shouldn't think that it's wrong just because the person you like isn't the type that you should like (labo, but I hope you get what I mean). Let's just say it's sort of a phase... I know a handful of guys who go through it too. Some accept the change and some get over it and go back to the way they were. Let your dopamines, serotonins or whatever hormones that are in your hypothalamus gland do it's work. If you're meant to be like that, then you can't really much do anything about it. You can't stop the feeling at once... and you shouldn't because it'll drive you insane. But if you want to do it little by little, just keep yourself busy with other things and away from things that would remind you of that person. Then again, that would be quite difficult, wouldn't it? :|

Sorry, I hope this makes sense. I don't even know what I'm talking about. Bangag :|

And sorry if this is entered anonymously... some people would be angry if I didn't. Maybe you will too, I guess :|

Patrick said...

Yeah. I absolutely understood what you were trying to say. I'm just really having a hard time right now, you know. I already have many problems, with my studies, with my friends. And then out comes this problem of mine. I'm really confused with everything that's been going on. Anyway, thank you for what you've said.

By the way, I was wondering how you figured it out, how you came to the conclusion that that was my problem?

And another thing, may I know who you are? I'm just really curious. I won't get mad.

Anyway, thanks again. ^_^

Mike said...

medyo masakit yung part na gusto mo yung makakaintindi sa sitwasyon mo ang makakausap mo.

pero ok.


kaya mo yan.

Patrick said...

Sorry Michaelle. Hindi ko naman sinasadya na masaktan ko kayo. Ang sa akin lang nama kasi ay lately, hindi ko na kayo masyadong nakakausap. Pati kayo hindi niyo na rin ako masyadong kinakausap. At inisip ko rin na baka napupuno na kayo sa akin. Paulit-ulit na lang kasi yung mga sinasabi ko sa inyo. Nahihiya na ako sa inyo ng sobra. Saka natatakot ako sa mga mangyayari. Basta. Ang dami pang rason. Sorry. Sorry talaga. Patawad. :|

Mike said...

oh.
ok.
:)

alai said...

gow lang.
hmm. pero sana isipin mo din na friends mo kami. at hindi kami magsasawang makinig sa kung anumang problema mo.:)
wala alng. sinabi ko lang.
pero hindi ka rin naman namin pipiliting magsalita kung ayaw mo tlga eh.:)

Patrick said...

Sorry. Lately nga kasi, hindi niyo ako masyadong kinakausap. Kaya nahihirapan akong iapproach kayo. Nahihirapan akong lapitan at kausapin kayo. Sorry. Feeling ko tuloy ang sama-sama ko. Sorry. Sorry talaga.

alai said...

aisus. di ka masama.:)
haha. sorry din kung di ka namin nakakausap at naaapproach lately.:)
sorry.:)

Patrick said...

It's alright. I just felt that you guys didn't want me around. I had no one to talk to. That was my other problem. So I figured that I would just post it here. And I also made it my status message for quite some time. And you know what? By doing that, I felt the concern of other people, especially G11. And last night, I felt the concern from you guys, especially Gens. Hahaha. Anyway, I'm sorry.

By the way, do you already know my problem?

alai said...

hindi paren.:|
mahirap manghula.:)
haha. basta, we're here kung gusto mo na ishare yung problema mo.:D
handang handa makinig.:D
*huuuuuug*

Patrick said...

Alyssa, hindi mo pa rin alam?

Aww. Salamat! ^_^ Anyway, feeling ko handa na akong ishare.

alai said...

baket kelangang buo yung pangalan ko?
hahaha.:))

hindi ko nga tlga alam.:|
basta, pm mo lang ako, okya sa tuesday nlng.:) or kung kelan tayo magkita.:) tas kwento mo na.:)

Mike said...

*rolls eyes*
do we really have to babysit you, then? haha adik ka patrick. i thought you said you considered us your best friends. then it shouldn't matter kung feeling mo hindi ka namin kinakausap. seriously, alam mo naman na pinag-alala mo ko the first time na nakita ko yang ganyan mong stat message, db? i seriously thought you're under some..er..medical errors. alam mo un? hahaha

i do hope you'd stop holding back. you know i hate that. and you know naman na i won't be around you guys like before, and i hate missing a lot of information. you're the only family i have dito sa UP. you know how i hate the people in BA - well, not really hate. siguro i simply prefer you guys to them.

again, no holding back, please.

and don't think that many things will change. of course, there would be changes, but we're not monsters you know.

haaaaay. wala lang.

i miss you guys.
*sniff*

Mike said...

hindi kayo ppntang UP sa monday? *sniff*

Patrick said...

Alai:

wala lang naman. trip lang. hehe.
hmm. hindi mo talaga alam? it's about you-know-who.
anyway. kwento ko na lang pag nagkita tayo.

Michaelle:

SORRY. sorry sa inyong lahat. kwento ko na lang kapag nagkita na tayo. sorry talaga.

Anonymous said...

to anonymous:

who the hell are you?~

:D